Thank YOU for putting up with me. I have been missing lately. And not too much fun to be around on the blog, or in person.
Please excuse my moodiness. It is not you, it's me. I am struggling with some things in my life, and with time, I will recover and be stronger. I know it is a process, but honesty, therapy and prayer will heal me.
Just like when you are sick, or after a loved one dies, it seems like you are in slow motion and the world around you moves by and others take the joys of everyday life for granted.
Here is what I have learned, need to remember daily (and can share) so far:
I am hard on myself. I don't say nice things to myself and often interpret others remarks toward the negative.
God can give you faith for tomorrow in a situation that seems hopeless.
I need to be independent and have independent interests.
I need some self confidence.
Moving 3 times to 3 different states has given me wonderful friends, but also made me lazy when it comes to keeping in touch or making friends in my current location.
I know, it seems strange that someone with my engaging personality and good blog presence can be such a downer, but we all go through crap in our lives, and sometimes it's nice to hear just that: other people struggle too. It is nice to hear that things will be okay. God will give us the faith we need and promises to never leave us or forsake us.
Things WILL be better. Thank you for putting up with me.