Thank you for 15.8 years. Although we have not yet parted our ways, I thank you immensely for all the memories and HUGE chunk of my life that I have devoted to you. This last year of my life has been "very difficult" to say the least. But you know what? I am surviving. Only through the guidance of God, conversations with my sister (how she repeatedly talks me off the ledge) and support of my friends. And in these last few months it is as if I am opening my eyes for the first time in years and breaking through your fog.
I feel good! Woot! And we are friendly. For instance, I went out to lunch with my husband last weekend and we enjoyed ourselves. That feeling that I had lost a best friend has disappeared and I have a great relationship with my husband again. Weird, huh? A very different relationship from what I ever imagined, but a happy one.
And things are only getting better. Thank you.